Sunday, April 08, 2007 ;
4/08/2007 11:02:00 PM
hey people. its been exactly a week since i've last blogged. i'm really sorry havent really found the strength and want to blog. i dont know why, its like i'm just losing my energy in life. its like i dont have any strength to start with, its really odd. i've never really felt this kinda.....feeling. its like. i'm empty.
anyway. there was a party yup? and yes. its been birthdays recently. to zheng yan, yong chang, sara haniz, leslie, shi ying, and constance, happy birthday to you all! yes. thats quite a lot. whole mouth full. anyhows. on friday it was really fun. the whole shopping thing with jiamin as well. yeah. and then yesterday, chuch it was alright. had lots of tuition before that. kinda was brain dead and like i said, i feel so empty, i seriously was like stoning if not for angela and some others who kinda, kept me company. hmmm just wana thank you (: anyhows, yes. that was yesterday. boring? i assume so too.
anyhows. today wasnt much better. had my hair cut and did work. quite productive. did all the e math revision worksheets. uhh yeah. and then also did chem work, but i left my bio group study stuff in school. oh wel. that means that i've gotta complete it during lesson time tomorrow! yeahs. then came back home and went rollerblading with xenia. she fell and hmmms. sighs. a huge cut. hope it heals fast. yeah. and then now here i am, reciting my boring happenings that wernt so happening to you. cuz its really dull, i admire the person who's reading this.
anyways. the mid years are in 2 weeks time. its really stressful. sighs. i dont know how i'm gonna go through it all. really. sigh. anyways. i've got like lots to do before it comes. which means that i've gotta get down to mugging like soon. REAL soon. in fact, perhaps i should be more anti-social and start mugging tommorow.
anyways. i'd like to recommend you people 2 new songs. the first one is Vanessa Hudgen's Say Ok. its an AWESOME song. i love her songs. just somehow. this one really makes you feel so..drifted. you feeel like you're not on earth. it takes you to another place. next would be Ciara's Like A Boy. yes. you might have heard of it, i love the rhythm she sings with and the beat, the percussion its..really different. makes you just wana groove to it. jive it. anyhows. i just saw hilary duff's video for With love. hmmmms. i didnt expect her to come out with that vid. its not mind blowing like some kinda raunchy thing, but its very mature. didnt expect it from her. anyways. she's growing up too. its obvious.
i just wana let you know thatbe careful what you're telling people.cuz half the time, its the wrong thingand half the time, you're in public;showing off your skills. maybe be more discreet?be less oblivious maybe? watch what you do.take care, cuz its not something anyone'll cry overit just marks your sluttishness. your bitchiness.you might'nt know this but you're denser than u think u are.so fill those brain cells with some fuel - truth, not lies.find out truth and stop hiding it all, cuz the more u hide, the more lies there are, the more shit ur gonna get into.so, piece of advice? fuck off, shake off that attitude.just be normal from now, show the world what you really are.dont put that face on, cuz it's not gonna last, humilate yourself not,cuz we know your true character - your everything.
every life is a new experience
