Tuesday, October 31, 2006 ;
10/31/2006 10:47:00 PM
hey people.
i uploaded the new song by Christina Aguilera, Hurt. Have a listen. i swear its awesome. Its a real sad song. i know and it really does make you cry all your tears and eyes out. It will make you feel better i swear.

anyhows.
today has been a day alright. its been moody initaly really boring and sad. then after school it started getting better and it got good. then things turned around and i dont know what i was doing but oh well i really learnt something today. i don't know if its smart or i sound stupid by saying this, but if you have the determination to do something, there are no problems. if you want something, dont be afraid to reach for it, even though its out of your league, set it as your target. Just like Paris Hilton's Nothing in this world video, don't be afraid to dream.

anyhows.
my throat is getting painful again. sighs. someone please rip my throat away from me arghhs. ahha. anyhows. till here people! plus, i wana thank you all for visiting my blog. i really thank you for reading all my shit here. (:
lovesss


every life is a new experience


Monday, October 30, 2006 ;
10/30/2006 08:17:00 PM
ever felt like you were sad and your love makes it worse?
maybe thats how it was but i don't know maybe i was just fooled by my pride and maybe i was just so lost, so scared to think what would happen without her.

well, its been a BAD day i seem to be having worse and worse days recently more commonly, higher frequency sigh. i really don't know. is it my fault that she has so many problems? cant be right? then why can't they tell guys about their problems. ok not any o guy about it i know how seretive the matter can be. but its the person she loves and the person who loves her. why cant they share their problems? can it be only one way? or is there something wrong i don't know. being troubled happens only because you don't have the willpower to overcome the problem. if you share your problems with someone who understands you at least what's bothering you, then i mean there isn't much of a hassle anymore is there?

school was boring today. stepping ahead sigh. 9 more days. S.S project has been postponed till next week. so glad. at least i cant focus on my problems of a relationship if that's what you wana call it. its like a lie. its not real. just don't get it. talked over it countless of times, yet she's not bothered about it at all. is that weird or what. i don't know. i'm so confused. half the time i dont know what i've said. i cant even recall what i typed above. sighh. i'm so sorry people. just bear with me a little longer.

Anyways, An Inconvenient Truth is out, i think its an awesome movie!!! Geography students MUST watch this movie. It's about global warming and yes i think its worth that max 10 bucks u invest. Cassie has got really good songs. Go have a listen to Long Way To(or 2) Go by her. its an awesome track!!! and Justin Timberlake too, his latest hit, My Love.

anyhows, i'm having my dinner now. food really does help you forget about some of your problems especially if they're you favourite good which you juts wana gobble down.

anyhows
till here!
lovesss


every life is a new experience


Saturday, October 28, 2006 ;
10/28/2006 07:09:00 PM
hey people..
yea i'm blogging at 7. well nothing special about that just that i usually am doing other stuff at this time. so yea. anyhows, i figured that i could do the iPod so yea its functioning well now hahaha.

uhhs.
i dont know what to say and what i'm doing anymore.

shall end off here.
see you all !!!


every life is a new experience


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10/28/2006 01:03:00 AM
today has been an extremely boring day. i did nothing and i stayed at home all day. how cool!! wow. i mean like the first time in weeks that i felt BORED. come on save me someone??

anyways i'm not crazy to blog at 1 a.m. well i never do such stupid things like this because i'm bored. i would've been asleep. i'm doing my iPod. and APPLE SUCKS arghhs. i've tried uploading my pics in like 3 times already and they say they "can't locate the file" or something. paraphrase. anyways. i swear if these 1900+ pics dont go in i'll lodge a complaint with Apple.

anyways.
i guess its till here people!
much lovee


every life is a new experience


Friday, October 27, 2006 ;
10/27/2006 03:30:00 PM
Do you not realise that so0metimes things are so coveted that it appears to be alright to do such a thing? like say for example, the example parents love to use, sex. if everyone's doing it means its ok that i do it right? i mean sometimes a trend is so common that it seems natural to do it, but reality is that its not but we dont even know.

i'm listening to the song you hear now, and its like it really does mean something. maybe sometimes we don't wait for things to take its course and we make it happen. we make love happen when its not supposed to. we act rashly, i mean as a person who has encountered so many mistakes in life, i have to say that before we do things, please think twice and when you think twice, you HAVE TO think twice with the correct mindset no the "i just wana get this over with" mindset. that way its as good as not even thinking.

Ever asked yourself questions such as "Is love so difficult?" or like "What did i do wrong to get into so much pain?" or like "Is there something wrong with me?" or maybe "Why does this have to happen to me?"

sighs. i don't know. maybe sometimes people's sensetivity aren't that good, but the thing is how do you get the person to be sensetive?? come on face it, a real relationship has to have sensetivity from both sides and appropriate insensetivity. but if someone's not sensetive, then the relationship is not real which means its not love. but sometimes a person's sensetivity isn't strong enough, and this makes it harder cuz the person's sensetive still, and he/she knows that if you get sad cuz of his/her insensetivity, there is a reason and obviously the reason is his/her insensetivity. How do you, then, tell the person that she/he is not sensetive enough? you cant just go up to the person and say "you're not sensetive ENOUGH" i mean if the person's not sensetive, the person's not emotional and you can say "You're not sensetive" that okay, but "NOT SENSETIVE ENOUGH" is not.......its demanding and its just wrong. i mean think about it.

sighhs.
anyways. i don't know what i'm doing. ranting on and on over here. school's offically cosed, although we got 2 weeks of stepping ahead programme. that's another 10 days of school and yea.


alrights
till here
lovessss


every life is a new experience


Sunday, October 22, 2006 ;
10/22/2006 11:31:00 PM
you know how sometimes you feel as if you're the luckiest person in the world?then when u least expect it, you fall flat on your face? and you realise that you aren't the only one?

sometimes you feel s if you have got the ball in your court but in actual fact, its not?

seomtimes you feel that you're in control and you're the one but you arent?

sometimes you feel s if her words make you feel so loved, but they're just a deception?

sometimes you try your best to fight against your soul that tells you that she's cheating?

sometimes its so hard to even believe our lover?

sometimes sometimes sometimes i wish i was stupider so that i would keep thinking such negativity. sometimes i feel that my love is being challenged. if that is what it is maybe its better to not even try? sometimes you choose her over others and then you get the fruit of your labour? and that is getting hurt by her cuz there was a possibily that she loves someone else? i don't know. this just happens doesn't it?


signing off


every life is a new experience


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10/22/2006 11:01:00 PM
hey people.
today has been totally tiring. hmmms lemme start off by saying i went to church late. oh by the way, i wana thank ABDULLAH for saying my rants are what? nice? haha. also, if you listened to the whole song you'd have realised that the song shuts off halfway and starts again, i'm sorry, but thats how it is. you either live with it or get the fuck out of here. (:

so. anyhows, i went to church late and i was so tired, i practically slept during sermon. Pastor Khoo Kay Huat was talking about 1 and 2 Samuel about David and the...what was that thing called? the Arc(h) of the Lord? i don't know i'm so sorry i forgot, i told you i was sleeping...... cant' blame me okayss... hahaha. then, he went on to talk about the story about David and Uzzah and blah blah you know.. the whole Tabernacle thing. yeah.

then, i went to have lunch with Stel and Shen, and it was great. we had quite a lot of fun and made jokes here and there. i love myself for the stupid jokes i make. well i mean i feel stupid sometimes but not as stupid as you to be reading this paragraph cuz its so shitty. okays. next, i went to Vivo City today. i mean LIKE WHAT THE FUC* THAT IS THE BIGGEST SHOPPING PLACE I'VE BEEN TO IN SINGAPORE. i saw priscillia and her mother? i dont know haha. i guess so it was HUGE man the place. a tip, go during a weekday or smth, it was fugging crowded i got so sick i came home. There is EBASE, ZARA, TOP(MAN)SHOP, GUESS, GAP, and so many more its so nice hahaha. its really crowded so don't go on a weekday! it just isn't like Singapore, other than the fact that it was SO CROWDED and there were KIASU people trying to get at the free food at Giant. GOD so stupid arghh. i feel ashamed........

I came back and i was so tired i dont know what i did in the end and i had a weird dinner. quite odd seriously. sighhhs. anyways. i'm being so weird here. okayys. lemme see. OOOH. TOMORROW IS ENGLISH RESULTS DAY! YAY!!!! hahahaha. there are so many clothes to buy!! i wana buy! arghhs. after the australian trip its gonna be SHOP SHOP SHOP!!!! YAY! hahaha. i'm going crazy baby. hahaha.

alright. that should be about it (:
thats it (:
haha
lovesss.


every life is a new experience


Saturday, October 21, 2006 ;
10/21/2006 09:20:00 PM
hey people.
got a new song on my blog. Watched 3 shows on DVD today. The Perfect Man had this song called Learn To Love Again by Kaci Brown. here are the lyrics!:


"I Will Learn To Love Again"

(To love again...)

Drowning in tears that wont be me
I will soon be free the chains of all this pain inside
And though I cry it wont be long till I regain the strength to know
I can go on
I will find my way through the heart break I will not give up on love
I believe

I will learn to love again I will learn to trust
Once this heart can start to mend
I will learn to
Learn to love again

All of these tears time will dry them I will survive them
And make it through into another day all of this pain
Time will heal it thereĉŠ£l be a time sometime I know
I won't feel it
I will live through life without you after the hurting is done
I believe

[Chorus]

I will find someone who deserves my touch after all the hurt is through
I will be so over you I will not give up on love
I believe yeah

[Chorus]

Oh yeah yeah oh oh love again

(To love again...)




alright. its quite nice right? techo-ish and really a great, inspiring momentum. okay i deserve to be a lawyer. that's because i can bullshit so much. see, srt of bullshitting is Literature. did you know that? haha. yeah. it kinda is. all hummanities are like a load of bullshit.

anyhows. lemme say a HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHANG YI!! okays. lets make that a HAPPY BELATED 2 DAYS AGO BIRTHDAY TO CHANG YI!! hahaha. it was fun for the 3 hours tha ti stayed (: anyways. yesterday was a Friday and it was kinda okay. watched The Prestige and the day before i watched The Guardian. they were alright. The Guardian is a good show. Ashton Kutcher is real good in that movie. In The Prestige, its a really confusing story. i bet if i got confused so will you. okay look... Self Praise is International Disgrace. so i'm like disgracing all of you. ok i twisted that meaning. hahaha.

Do have a listen to these songs:
1. The High Road--Jojo
2. Ride For You--Danity Kane
3. Before He Cheats--Carrie Underwood
4. Do It(To It)--Cherish ft Sean Paul
5. Beautiful Love--The Afters

alright. let me shed some light on the status of these songs. The High Road is Jojo's new album coming out this winter 2006, titled THE HIGH ROAD, the album consists 12 songs with her smash hit Too Little Too Late.

Danity Kane, here is some news about them i found today, taken from TeenMusic.com:
Four Members Of Danity Kane Injured In Car Crash
Oct 16, 2006 - World Entertainment News Network
Four members of Sean 'Diddy' Combs' group Danity Kane were injured in a limousine accident on Thursday en route to a performance in Toledo, Ohio.
The five female singers, Aubrey Morgan O'day, D Woods, Shannon Rae Bex, Dawn Angelique Richard and Andrea Aurora Fimbres won the third instalment of Combs' reality talent competition Making The Band.
According to an accident report filed with the Toledo Police Department, the group members, minus Woods, who caught a later
flight to Toledo, had just finished an appearance at a radio station.
They were heading to a concert performance when the left side of their black Lincoln Town
Car was struck by another vehicle at an intersection.
Three passengers complained of head pain and were transported to St Vincent's Mercy Medical Center by another limousine that arrived on the scene.
A fourth member was also involved in the accident, according to
MTV News.
Two of the three people identified in the report - Bex and O'Day (listed in the report as Aubrey L'day) - are members of Danity Kane.
According to a St Vincent's spokesperson, members of the group "were treated and released."
The group was forced to cancel Thursday evening's performance, as well as a show on Friday night in Rochester, Michigan.


The Show Stopper stars were recently announced as one of the opening acts on Christina Aguilera's North American tour, which is scheduled to begin in February.

About Carrie Underwood, if you havent heard(if you're that outdated.....) She was from one of the American Idols. She looks identical to Kelly Clarkson. Except, i think probably Carrie's voice is more hoarse and powerful. Kelly's is clearer hahaha.

For the song: Beautiful Love, you will realise that its the opening song of Laguna Beach oh by the way, the third installment of Laguna Beach has debuted on MTV last Tuesday haha. catch it every Tuesday!!! its good hahaha.

alright i think that's about all.
I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO THE AUSTRALIAN TRIP!!!! CAN'T WAIT!!!! YAYS!!! hahaha. okays till here people. that's all i got with me today!!

take care!
lovess


every life is a new experience


Wednesday, October 18, 2006 ;
10/18/2006 04:33:00 PM
hey people.
decided to blog today.
thank you all for not bothering me for the last few days. i mean other than seen teng who kept calling me a DOOFUS please not dooful. anyways. its much better. aint having such bad problems anymore hahaha.

today was a bad day for me. let me relate the situation to you. you wake up late and you go to school and its still quite hazy. imagine how hot the air would be. then you sit in the parade square waiting for all the different teachers to finish announcing and then comes mr chua who talks so much to us that we could probably die instead of listen. how cool huh. finally when he lets you go, you get to your class for lessons. first lesson was Ms Leong and she went through exam paper. HOW COOL! WOW THATS COOL! isnt that just lovely. then next wsa chemistry. and mdm sim went through the exam paper too. now that made my attention span last LONG! so long i think i died half way. after that it was recess THANK GOD. after recess was english. Ms B didnt come and i wanted to join Band 1 but then Gary Tan said no so i didnt. and i did this twisted tale thing. 5 fairy-tales combined in one. it was gruesome. kinda fugging terrible morbid stroy. anyways. after english waws chinese and Wang ying didnt come for the first period. KOH came in. oh. KOH is Potassium Hydroxide aka. Ms Koh aka. Alexis. so yea. and she was being a rather noisy bitch. well when arent bitches noisy..... so it was irritating and i wanted to die at that moment. then after the chinese was mrs toh's period. she used the CME period as an A math period. no wonder i have had no morals for 2 years since Mr Wong also changed P.D periods to Math and now its better. its changed to A Math. what joy it brings.

i just love sarcasm. it is so fun sometimes i even wish i could use it on teachers so that they'd get so confused they'd have a feel of how terrible the life of a student is. well anyways. Anyway i'm talking to Xin Ying online now. this reminds me. i wana blog about 2 issues. i'll try one topic first. while its fresh. Music. let me take you into a different perspective.

MUSIC.
what comes to your mind when you think about MUSIC? what rings in you? a tune? or a face? your own song? your voice? what IS music?? ever associated music with a story? its amazing. you can. it really is. especially if the song is not metallic or rap-ish. try it. next time listen to a song over and over again while u read a book. finish the book. everytime you hear the song it'll remind you of the stroy, of the events. its powerful. its the mind. our brains are that powerful. its amazing. i listened to Jessica Simpson's song: Be while reading Harry Potter's 6th? installment? and everytime i hear it. it takes me back to the place, its like i'm in the location. its magical. its wonderful. its really powerful. try it.


alright. thats all. urms. i'll blog about some relationship-wise stuff soon. check back yeahs? oh btw Xin Ying, i'll be blogging for your sake k. hahah. i think i should voice some stuff that i feel strongly about. (:

much love people


every life is a new experience


Monday, October 16, 2006 ;
10/16/2006 08:57:00 PM
i just really don't know what to do now.
sometimes you feel like you've just been air-lifted off the battle ground and the next second you realise that you're in the middle of the same one you were fighting just minutes ago.

does your heart ever tell you that? well today has been that day for me. and i have no reason to believe that i should include details of this, although i really need help.

i just wana pray to God that i hope this is part of His plan. for me to go through all these struggles so that i'll emerge as a geek or a freak or whatever creature i will be. I don't know. i'm just feeling so downright stupid and i don't know.

shan't rant any longer.
loves people.


every life is a new experience


Saturday, October 14, 2006 ;
10/14/2006 12:58:00 PM
hey people.
decided to blog today. (:

anyhows. listening to DRIVE! its by Vanessa Hudgens. its a hot song. really. she has great songs like Let Go and Drive and Never Underestimate A Girl and Promise. Its really good. go have a listen. i couldnt find them in Music Radio Blog so dont bother going there. maybe try iTunes. but you only get a 30 sec hear. so anyhows. its your call (: yea yea yea. so have a good time.

oh yea. here are the lyrics to DRIVE!:

I don't claim to know it all
I've had some wins I've had some falls
The road is long and time is short
I don't wanna spend too much time in thought
I don't intend to play it safe
I've gotta move to find my place
I wasn't born for small talk crowds
I know what I want and its not in this town
I don't wanna just survive
I'm gonna hit the road I'm gonna drive

[Chorus]
I've hit the highway, and I'm not comin home
I'm gonna drive
I'll do it my way, I'll call you on the phone
When I arrive
It's all I got and I'm not gonna stop for no one
In my way as long as I'm alive
I'm gonna drive

Everything I said I meant, nothing comes by accident
I'll change my name, change my face
To want something better is no disgrace
I'm just following the signs
Keep my eyes ahead I'm gonna drive

[Chorus]
I've hit the highway, and I'm not comin home
I'm gonna drive
I'll do it my way, I'll call you on the phone
When I arrive
It's all I got and I'm not gonna stop for no one
In my way as long as I'm alive
I'm gonna drive

I've come a long way
I see the light of day
I think I've found the answers I'm looking for
And there ain't no reason
For turning back, its just one life
I'll play the hand I've got
I'm gonna drive

[Chorus]
I've hit the highway, and I'm not comin home
I'm gonna drive
I'll do it my way, I'll call you on the phone
When I arrive
It's all I got and I'm not gonna stop for no one
In my way as long as I'm alive
I'm gonna drive



alright. hahaha. nice song aint it? ummms. anyhows. today has been pretty boring ya know. its been like wake-up-and-do-nothing boring. get the picture? sighs. i am so worried for english results. i dont wana drop bands. i think for chinese i'll probably rise. but that cuz of some other reason RIGHT KIE WU hahaha. but u noe. lets see how the paper 1 goes. (: anyhoots. urms. yea. i've got like nothing else to say other than to bore u out. its a saturday and i'm so bored at home. i feel like going out but theres nothing to do is there........?

sighs.
"i've hit the highways and i'm not coming home i'm gonna drive"
ahhhhs. see its infectous..
"i'll do it my way i'll call you on the phone when i arrive"
hmmmms. interesting. anyhows. see how BORED i am?? sighhs.


anyhows
i'll end off here people!!
much love ya'll!!!!!!
to you too dear


every life is a new experience


Friday, October 13, 2006 ;
10/13/2006 11:32:00 PM
hey people.
results dont exactly suck
i passed quite ALRIGHT-LY really. yeah.

lemme show u the results:


1. Combined Sciences: 60.5/100
2. Geography: 52/100 (Overall 54/100)
3. E Math: 60/100
4. A Math: 36/80(45/100)
5. English Paper 2: 29.5/50
6. Chinese Paper 2: 57/100
7. Literature: 28.5/50. S.S: Unknown


see i only failed possibily 1 subject so far, that is A math. i assume that my english and chinese will pass. therefore i'll just get an alright 5 credits! but oh well. i hope that you people do well too!!! hahaha.

anyhoots
thats all. really tired now
stomach hurts BAD.
see ya'll love ypu people


every life is a new experience


Thursday, October 12, 2006 ;
10/12/2006 11:32:00 PM
hey people.

haha. sorry havent been blogging for quite a few AGES. donkey ages that is yeah. anyways. TOMORROW IS LIKE DEATH DAY DUDES AND DUDETTES!!!! RESULTS!!!! barath told me that :

5 people from 301
1-2 people from 302
abt 10 ppl from 303
1-2 ppl from 304 and 305

WILL BE RETAINED! Mr chua told some prefect whom i wont disclose here. thanks barath. that really RAISED OUR HOPES ABOUT THIS MATTER! arghs. omg people. this sucks. but i'm not really afraid. i mean out of 40 whats the chance i'll be the 1 or 2??

*****horrible outcome......******
[the very next day]
Chinese.English,Maths(both),Hummanes(both),Science -- 3 passes. GOD PLEASE NO!!!!

[bobs back to reality]

arghhs. i'm gonna have a tough time sleeping today people.well. i guess you people wont see this post until tomorrow because its 11.29 and people are probably ZZZZZZZZ'ing.



TAG REPLIES:
anyhoots KIE WU NO. BELLE IS MINE! AND I DO NOT APPROVE A MARRIAGE WHICH IS HOLY AND PURE BETWEEN HEARTS OF U AND BELLE(my baby girl) NO! NO WAY!

thanks pam. thx for visiting. i didnt really get you though (:

SYLVIA! haha. thanks for visiting. haha yea here it is (: and and and. you shouldnt be retained ba. hahaha. rest assured la. u wont kays. (:

Barath!!! thanks for the SCARY NEWS ahahaha. and NAHH! u wont haha. I DONT WANA THOUGH! HAHAHA.

Shans.....i mean like u didnt really grow princess.......hahaha. but tis still hott. (:(:



aites. thats all people.
i guess this is all. and and ooh. I LOVE THE SONG!:
I DON'T NEED A MAN by THE PUSSYCAY DOLLS! (wink. no i really dont. i need a woman haha. well that was lame..........................)
hott!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(from El Nin-yo)-"you're burnin' hottt..."



thats all princes and princesses!
lotsa love
especially to u dearest.


every life is a new experience


Saturday, October 07, 2006 ;
10/07/2006 11:55:00 AM
hey people. hows stuff amongst you people. i mean like 2 more papers dudes and dudettes! haha. anyhoots. lemme say this. CHEM PAPER AND BIO SUCKED. well bio was worse. but chem was not any much better. A MATH SUCKED TOO. and don't even think of asking why.

nows. since i figured that so many bloggers have talked about. i dont know. they just blogged after friday. its like 2 or 1 more paper for some people, so its like the exams are over! but of course not exactly i still got GEOG PAPER 1 and CHINESE PAPER 2. THIS SUCKS OKAYS! anyhows i'm not gonna really be studying lur. not really THAT kind u noe. haha. chinese? nahhh.




anyhows. after the exams i went to the hawker to try to ease my mind of the stupid exams and all you know, the stupid people there took out the a math paper started talking about it. what a stupid thing to do. arghs. what a dumb thing to do. anyways. after that went to the library to meet shanin and jewel. Jewel's changed a lot. that really good. she's become more mature and lots taller. i mean not that shans isnt tall or anything. wait she isnt. but never minds hahahaha.

anyways. after that came home and changed and stuff. went to orchard and got my adidas stuff. had a voucher so yea. got shoes :) 139 bucks. uh huh. its awesome. and so.. so so so so so so so so. so yeah. that was so lame. urms. oh yea. den i watched JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE! its such a good movie. not that classy, but its quite cool. the main character looks like Kelly Clarkson sometimes. really. many people do look like Kelly. i mean wow. thats kinda cool. hmmms. hahah.

anyhows. i guess thats about all i gotta say! and oh. STUDY HARD FOR EXAMS!!


every life is a new experience


Thursday, October 05, 2006 ;
10/05/2006 03:43:00 PM
hey people.

had a HORRIBLE DAY today sighs.
this post is gonna be quite long i think cuz i'm like downloading something and i'm not gonna start studying until it has finished downloading (: yay right? whatever.

lemme rant. :

firstly, i didnt study my bio long enough. in fact, i fell asleep while studying. i stuided till like 11.30 or something den after that i feel asleep haha. sighs. so i didnt finish studying 4 chapters. THATS BAD OKAYS. and so, i woke up in the morning finiding myself holding a pen hanging over my work. yes i studied on the bed. INTERESTING METHOD? thats when u wana sleep. thats a formula. SYLVIA THIS IS THE REAL WAY TO ESCAPE STUDYING! STUDYING ON THE BED. trust me, unless you're some kinda AMAZING NON-SLEEPING person, you'll surely FALL ASLEEP! yay! OKAYS thats bad okays. hahaha. here's the exam and i feel asleep not studying.

anyhows. e math exam was pretty easy. kinda confident that i'll do well cuz i could do many questions. but whether they are correct is another thing. and geog, not really worried. hope i will be able to score high marks for that and LIT too! hahaha. anyhows. bio exam ruined my exam spree.

BIO WAS HARD ALRIGHT! i so died in that. sighss. i mena even the 20 MCQ were difficult! and i like arghs. i couldnt do them! i guessed more than 70% of everything. and i'm so gonna fail my science subject like that. ARGHS. furthermore, tomorrow is chemistry. and it sucks bad time. thats simply because i dont listen to Mdm Sim during her lessons. its PLAIN BORNING okays. believe me. and.... i dont listen to mr ma cuz he craps a lot too! and so therefore, i will fail my science subject. in this case, that means i can only fail another subject. and A math is risky and so is chinese. and my hummanes i dont know if i really did well. so HOW?!?!?

arghs. SOMEONE SAVE ME!!! PLEASE! i am so gonna do badly for this year's exams. its gonna be a miracle if i do well. except say for example, e math. and english. i wana stay in band 2 or go up to band 1. I DONT WANA FALL BANDS TO BAND 3! I DONT WANT MR JUSTIN!!!

you know i did really well for mid years. i got 34/50 for my paper 2. i just checked it and i found out that i got ALL the points for summary and thats why i did so well. and i'm positive that this end of the year i wont get so many points. i'm SO GONNA DIE!!! arghs.

Tomorrow is A math and Chemistry. did i say that already? see i dont even know what i've typed. GOD THE DOWNLOADING IS SO SLOW!! its only 34% now. arghs. anyhoots, A math i really have no confidence. i'm gonna practice later. and probably try studying a little chem. i dont know lur. its just irritating how i cant even do well for a particular subject. especially CHINESE i just wana PASS okayss. sighss. please lur. my life cant be worse than yours can it? i dont wana get retained but oh well. remember i was supposed to do the thing about retention? i shall do it on 10th, 11th or the 12th of October, thats our school's marking days. and i dont have anything on the 10th so yeah.

its 40% downloaded. 60% more to go. sighs. since i'm so bored lemme list my a math topics to study:
1. Logarithams (lgy=1)
2. Sets (A U B')
3. Linear Law (Plot lgy against x)
4. Simultaneous Equations (Eqn 1 sub into Eqn 2)
5. Coordinate Geometry (y=mx+c, distance, midpoint)
6. Functions f(x)
7. Quadratic Functions and Equations b(sq)-4ac
8. Trigonomitry (sin, cos, tan. Proving and solving)
9. Binomial Therom (the nc thing)
10. Matrices (i dont know how to explain)
11. Circular Measure (r thetha, 1/2 r(sq) thehta)
12. Remainder Factor Therom (
13. Quadratic Inequalities y=2x-3-4 Sketching and -13
14. Surds (Irrational roots like i dont know how to explain)
15. Exponential Equations/ Functions (i think its like Indices except it is harder??)

i cant think of anymore. i think thats all hahaha. yay 91%. 9 % more. sighs. i think i am so gonna fail my A math. i mean like it looks so simple. but there are so many things to remember. like for Quadratic Functions, the b(sq)-4ac thing, the discriminant, there are so many. and you have to remember. and you have to remember the trigo thing. the sin(sq)x + cos(sq)x = 1 that stuff. its like arghs. oh anywayss. i shant complain so much already hahaha. 94% now.

remember there are night classes tonight held in school. For Maths!!! and CHEMISTRY! wait is Mdm Sim gonna be there?? i dont know. but oh well. I'm still considereing whether to go down, cuz i really need help in these 2. like a LOT okayys. sighss. please lur. i'm not so good okays i suck yeah. hahaha. whatevers.

oh well. should end the bullshitted story. [smiles people]
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Wednesday, October 04, 2006 ;
10/04/2006 06:06:00 PM
hey peoples. shall do some entertainment news and updating of music here on my blog today!

now. These articles are taken from TeenMusic.com and here they are:

Pussycat Dolls Slam Split Reports

Sexy pop six-piece The Pussycat Dolls has slammed reports they are on the verge of splitting up.
The American group, who derived from the Los Angeles burlesque dance troupe, leaped to fame last year with their huge hit Don't Cha.
Frontwoman Nicole Scherzinger's recent solo work with Sean 'Diddy' Combs and opera star Vittorio Grigolo has fuelled speculation the girls are going their separate ways.
However, a spokesman insists the girls are very much together.



Beyonce Plagiarism Case Thrown Out

A court case alleging Beyonce Knowles stole lyrics from another singer was thrown out of a Houston, Texas, court yesterday.
Minneapolis, Minnesota, songwriter Jennifer Armour alleged in legal papers that the former Destiny's Child star used her lyrics from the track Got A Little Bit Of Love For You in her 2003 hit Baby Boy.
Armour claimed a demo recording of the song was sent to Columbia Records, which is the home of Knowles - but the presiding judge ruled the tracks are "substantially dissimilar".
Knowles said in a statement: "It's unfortunate that lawsuits such as this one occur, but I am grateful and relieved to have this behind me and I am eager to move on."




Aguilera Defends Hilton's Pop

Christina Aguilera has heaped praise on pop rival Paris Hilton for having the guts to try her hand at music.
The hotel heiress released debut single Stars Are Blind earlier this year and was panned by critics and musicians alike for the effort.
However, Aguilera insists new artists are always "welcome" in the industry and doesn't mind the competition.
She says, "There are always going to be other records and other singers out there, and years from now I'm sure there'll be the next Christina Aguilera coming up.
"I welcome it.
"I think it's great that Paris goes for what she wants."



alright thats all hahaha.
now shall do some music interestings:
1. JESSE MCCARTNEY'S ALBUM- RIGHT WHERE YOU WANT ME
Songs like : Feelin' You and Just So You Know, Right Back In The Water

2. Vanessa Anne Hudgens - Album: V
Songs: Promise, Let Go, Never Underestimate a girl [hell yeah]

3. Beyonce Knowles - BDAY!!
Songs: Ring The Alarm, Deja Vu(yes the popular one), Angel

4. Paris Hilton - PARIS
Songs: Nothing In This World

5. Christina Milian - OST of Be Cool
Songs: Believer, Aint No Reason

6. Mandy Moore - The Best Of Mandy Moore
Songs: It's Gonna Be Love



these are some cool songs. check them out. really cool. well today had geog and chinese exam. it was crazy man. ESPECIALLY CHINESE! i mean duh. i suck in chinese what the hell right hahaha. so i totally died. i think i screwed the thing up ahaha. anyhows. tomorrow is BIO and E MATH PAPER 2. sighs. this is gonna be difficult. hahahas. anyhoots. on friday, its A math and Chemistry sighssss........

oh wells. i guess its till here people
really tired. shall do some studying now!



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Tuesday, October 03, 2006 ;
10/03/2006 03:11:00 PM
hey people.
sighs its been a tiring day already. its like been a BAD day. hahaha.

lemme share with you:
Went to school kinda earlier, studied a little. Had Social studies exam. thing is that one of the questions was a USEFULNESS question. USEFULNESS questions are based on what is give and what is not. that is how u tell if its useeful. cool eh? problem? thats cuz the topic was on chapter 7, the Inudstrial chapter. and i didnt know. and i bullshitted 25 marks there. sighss. so dead.

the structured essay section, i wrote on Merger and Seperation. more confident in those parts. the Conflict amongst contries and Dimplomacy and Deterrence was harder. hahaha.

anyhows. i dont know what else to say. i just hope i pass. anyway SS exam ended at 9.15 and i had lotsa time to go cuz tuition was at 11.20. so i went down to the canteen and hung with XY and some of the prefects. i also hanged out with Shiying who is like the WEIRDEST girl ever. and june and cheryl chew. who was the MEANEST cuz its so frustrating how they start bullshitting. and chang yi. i left at 10.50, took 105 to Dover Park View for math tuition. lasted like 2h15 mins. almost died doing a math sighs. hahaha.

anyhows. tml is GEOGRAPHY PAPER 2 and CHINESE PAPER1 !!!! arghs. this sucks SO bad. i dont know how in the world i'm gonna do it. sighss. anyhows. i dont know what to say AGAIN hahaha.

Wishing everyone Good Luck for your Exams again and my God Bless ya'll.


see ya people.
have to start geog. would die if i dont study haha.
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Monday, October 02, 2006 ;
10/02/2006 10:52:00 PM
hey people. currently listening to Here Without You. such a sad song aint it? i mean its cool. makes you think of being with the one you love, but if you're out of it, it just makes you wana cry out so bad.

anyhows. today had our E math paper 1. i mean i hate to say this, but i think it was rather easy. really quite confident of passing. i mean paper 1. hahaha. usually if paper 1 is easy, paper 2 is hard. so hmmms. hahaha. PREPARE PEOPLE.....

now, lets talk about the harder of the two. -ie. obviously lit. btw i just came back from KAP. saw 2 or 3 people from Wesley. cool huh. the Christian community is so strong just around us. haha. wel thats cuz many MG and AC boys and girls go to KAP. so anyhows. lit was CRAZY. mr chai is such a sick freak. both the PROSE AND POETRY WERE ABOUT SEX............ c'mon. whats this about man hahaha. so he sees that we understand its about sex and i get a point? hahaha.

tomorrow is Social Studies. Trust me, Ms Leong(Jo) set it. and trust me it'll be hard. sighss. i dont know. i spent so much time studying it all today, but i think nothing really did go in. sighss. PLEASE LORD DONT LET ME FAIL!!!! i cant fail SS! otherwise if i do badly in Lit, then i'm DEAD. sighs. and Geog is 2 days away and i know i've got LOADS of syllabus to study and i'm hardly close. GOD! please.....


arghs. i'm so screwed arent i?? anyhows. single-ship can be fun right Stella?? i mean its better than being bonded to someone else for a while. its not forever, but its temporary and it sucks real bad sometimes. especially if the relationship is a bad one. sighs. anyhows i'm not gonna start ranting although i probably have already done so.

WELL GOOD LUCK YOU PEOPLE STILL UP NOW. ITS A SIGN TO GO TO SLEEP!!! EXAMS ARE TOMORROW! HAHAHA.

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Sunday, October 01, 2006 ;
10/01/2006 11:57:00 AM
hey people..
so sorry havent been blogging. NO I HAVEN'T BEEN STUDYING!
i just had so many problems, tried to solve them by myself but oh wells. i'm here now and THANK YOU SYLVIA FOR ASKING ME TO BLOG!!at least someone wants to read something. well that makes it sound like my blog is boring...... IS IT SYLVIA?!IS IT?!??!?!? gahhs.

i'm so crazy hahahaha. anyhows. lets get down to it. tomorrow is: LITERATURE and E MATH PAPER 1!!!ARGHS! i cant bring myself to remember all the lines of lit. sighh.s lets hope the context questions are from act1 or 2 cuz i can answer them better hahaha. sighs. e math i dont know. i just have a bad feeling that i'll fail e math. hahaha. that sucks right? ahaha. yes it does. cuz if u fail e math you'd get FUC*ING RETAINED! arghs. stupid thing about retained. well i shall blog about the retain thing another time. Got some info about the retain thing. hmmmms. lets see now, i just wana go slack and do some revision for tomorrow. ahhgs.

i love you people.
love my baby more.
i love myself. EW. is that self-love which means monosexual?! haha.

anyhows. see you guys soon.
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