hey people.

its been a rather letharic day today. really kinda superficial in every aspect. nothing interesting really happened. anyways. its thursday - the day with 2h20 mins of math consecutively. anyways. it was terrible duh. and the last period was lit. was kinda.."fun" cuz nush and i kinda kept making fun or aka many people "suan-ning" him. anyways. it was really cool. and then had my chinese remedial. copied corrections till my hand ached. wang ying was in a bad mood. yeah.

alrights. then i stayed back cuz i was BORED SICK..really seriously nothing to do. anyhows. was in 405 classroom. qi, melin, ying hui,zhi rong, hong yun and linh. after like an HOUR, jun xian came. see i told you i was bored. they were having their CCA thing. hydroponics. anyways. they were writing a report and it was FUNNY haha. especially hong yun's group. zhi rong bitched about the prefects. and i shared his sentiments(the ones i had long ago, yes they're still the same. lousy that is..yeah)

anyways. something DID happen that made me furious. Kelman, Wei Jing sould know about it. i mean like of ALL people her?! NO WAY IF SHES COMING OKAY! c'mon we're not even FRIENDS so what if she can speak jap. its just NOT happening okay! what was HE even thinking? arghs. dismayed. sighs. life just has to be that unfair doesnt it? gosh. i'm starting to sound like mr chng! and his silly unfair thing about life. -.-

anyhows. i'm going back to old songs like Diana DeGarmo's Emotional, and Reachin' For Heaven. i think not many songs have come out of her and i doubt she's gonna stick to singing solely. clearly, shes not making money. anyways. i also downloaded some new songs. one's Home by Chris Daughtry. yes. its quite a nice song you know! haha. and Kie Wu would say that Beautiful Liar is great. i dont exactly fancy it. i dont like many Shakira songs. i'm just not digging her. lols. yes.

anyways. i think i'm failing 3 subjects tis month. its depressing. that means 21 points already for goodness's sakes. sighs. i am so gonna give up in a while. lets just see if mrs toh gives up on me first. i feel that if a teacher gives a white form, its like giving up on their student. cuz they're so...HOPELESS they need a stupid form to control their life. its ridiculous. i mean how IRONICAL can they get? no more paper? and they print o many freaking forms?! its the most idiotic thing that goes against each other.

and look. the science lab drawers are now locked. they INSTALLED locks. and they re-painted the whole school right? cant they spend the money on a few more reams of paper? its so silly. really. STUPID. sighs. does the school have so much money? or have they lost focus? maybe its blurred by the number of years its been FUNCTIONING.its ok, cuz we can change that you know? just close the damn school down and it'll be solved.

anyways. i guess thats all i have for you all!
see you next time!
much love!



hey people.

today's been rather stuck up. a terrible day for my life to screw up. i'm like a major screw up. and for those who are reading this and are agreeing to what i said with great happiness, then my message to you go eff yourself cuz you've got nothing better to do, and you're simply inhuman. not inhumanE but inhuman. yes.

woke up earlier today. was supposed to have tuition. but then the teacher was sick and thus didnt come. so i just slackked online. and well. yeah. got some new songs. some awesome songs. caught up with fanny. havent talked to her in like a few months! anyways. i'll introduce the new songs or really nice songs to you later.

got down to work. finished chinese zuo ye. thank you wen li ((: much help you did provide. and i went to revise for chemistry. sighs. this week is hell man. i dont know how long i'm gonna sustain any longer this agony. anyways went on to do my school chem work, for group study. and yeah. was on reduction, oxidation blahs. hmms. yeahs. anyways i have failed to complete mr chng's and mrs toh's math homework. i've got so much! and tests are on tuesday and wednesday respectively! arghs. tomorrow i've gotta study for chem and bio test as well as e math test! arghs. i could DIE like seriously.

anyways. at like 5.30 i got ready to go to town for jeng ting's celebration. anyways i was about to go out where the cab was waiting when i couldnt find my wallet. i panicked like SERIOUSLY. i feel insecure without my wallet. its like those few things you HAVE to have with you. like a handphone, wallet, music and those stuff? yeah. anyways. i panicked and told my parents that i couldnt find it! then they helped. georgina was liek waiting in the cab and i was taking like 10 mins to find it and in the end i COULDNT find it! sighs. so i just took some cash off my dad. haha. yes. anyways. got really pissed with my mom. scolded some swear phrases. like i mean she couldnt help by saying stuff like "I think you lost it" it doesnt help you know?! arghs. anyways.

went to Jack' Place and waitied for elisa and rach to come and they took like ages. anyways got started and we had an awesome meal. it was really funny. haha. anyways. we went to esplanade after that and me without my wallet, suffered so much. anyways we took this one nice pic and 2 weird pics which we kept laughing at yeah. haha. anyways. george rach and i tried coming home by cab but NO CABS WERE AVAILABLE. like HELLO!? arghs. anyways we took a bus after 25 mins of waiting, and so i reached home at 10.45. arghs. anyways. it was rather fun so far.

on the bus i realised my freaking iPod's left speaker had spoilt. like OMFG can you stop doing this? i am like screwing up everything! i need a new earphone now. arghs. sighs. anyways. now to introduce those new songs to you which are oh so awesome.

1. some of you may know, thnks fr th mmrs, by Fall Out Boy. its an awesome song. yes. really.
2. I Don't Love You, by My Chemical Romance. this song is really good REALLY good! haha.
3. Sophia, by Nerina Pallot. its a sentimental, nice song. you can sleep to it.
4. Invisible Life, by Ashley Parker Angel. i'm guessing its an old song, but its still nice. ((:
5.You Set Me Free, Michelle Branch. its an old one, but still really nice.
6. Because Of You, by Ne-Yo. its an awesome song. i love his songs. they're superb.
7. All The Same, by Sick Puppies. its a new band to me, but i like this one. its raw.
8. Feel So Alive, by Ashley Parker Angel. it another awesome DEJA-VU--ish song. haha.
9. Ice Box, by Omarion. its a song i heard some time ago, but its nice. the chorus. nice and fast
10.I Wana Have Your Babies, by Natasha Bedingfield. if you hear KIE WU singing it, you know he's singing thise song not meaning it. thank goodness right? i dont really jive i much. though.
11. Keep Your Hands Off My Girl, Good Charlotte. its a rather new-old song. but its nice. i started accepting its style. it sounds punkish.
12. The Carpel Tunnel Of Love,Fall Out Boy. its their next single. really ncie too. esp the chorus.
13. Girlfriend,Avril Lavigne. have you heard it? its BIMBOTIC! haha. but its for those who miss her, that Avril who everyone needs more of ((:


That's all!
i'll edit this post to put in some colours.
cuz right now, i'm rather bored. and rather tired.
if anyone wants to lend me a pair of earphones, i'd thank you so much for it. i'll be too busy to buy a new one right now. sighs. stress me out more please.

till then
much love



hey people.

didnt do well for my tests. i'm really hoping i dont get some kinda stupid talk from mrs toh. i would have already failed chinese and comb hummanes. i wonder how i'd fair in the tests next week. e and a math tests. sighs. anyways.

went to church. kinda....boring today. dont know why. anyways i missed school this morning. i dont know, other than the fact i overslept, i kinda had a already bad mood enough. anyways. i just didnt have a very good day. been rather mixed in my thinking and emotions.

met my parents at town and went for dinner at N.Y.D.C and then came back, caught barath online and kinda bitched to him about certain teachers. i mean. its fucking normal. anyways. yeah.

i've been very confused recently.
wondered what i should do.
i'm stuck.
have you never noticed?
its a trap you obliviously set
a spell of your deciet
a work of your indecisiveness
your insensetivity
i wonder day by day who you really are
disposing thoughts that are negative
keeping you in good light
hoping for a turnaround
but cover-ups are all that seem to surface
lies, deciet, wrongful things.
thats all i see.
nothing more.
maybe it just is what is left.
nothing.
maybe you're just empty.
an empty vessel deceiving everyone.
oh well. good luck then.
farewell this vessel will not stay
it shall sail and never come back
and when it comes when you're sinking.
just beg for forgiveness and maybe it would,
come back. and save your from your self-doing
otherwise it would just fly, away and never turn back
a bid i wave, i greet a new age, a new life, a new dream, a new hope, a new - me



although my case isnt as serious as some others,
i jsut wana say sorry to anyone who i have inevitably hurt
or insulted in one way or another. if it was deliberate, i truly am sorry.
if it was underlying, then maybe you'd like to clarify it with me
so that i can get a better understanding of you POV. otherwise,
i guess i'll be left with nothing at all.


loathsome i might be
detestful so am i
disliked, just as much
piksome, all the more
should i jsut vanish
for your sake?



hey people.

hmmmms. sometimes the world doesnt seem to see more important things than just finding fault in people. i wonder. is there a link between the victim and his/her friends? yes i'm very well refering to Kie Wu's blog. to account for the post i made, i think its fine to use vulgarities once in a while, its human nature. however, i dont think its really appropriate to use it on someONE, rather, on someTHING. used as a descriptive or measure word. or of course an object of some sort. however, i think it can be fun to argue at tagboards and all. its a form of entertainment (:

anywyas. i'm sure people read my blog and have opinions on my views OBVIOUSLY. and if you think its important, do let me know. i know some teachers do read my blog (wink....)? haha. and well i guess my view on NIE teachers. there are some who are really good. they have this passion. and some just dont have the right style and approach. i mean we could correct them, but to what extent will they take our opinion on their teaching style if they see us as STUDENTS. some teachers treat us a their collegaues. thats more condusive. anyways. lets move on.

i didnt do that well for my combined humannes. in fact i did BADLY. i got 5/13 for SS and 10/25 for lit. with an overall of like 40/100. i'm gonna do badly this month. i'm fearing that i'll get into trouble. oh well. praying hard for my chinese. hoping that i didnt fail. and english! arghs. oh anyways. i guess i've got little to write now. will end off here.

see you all!
much love!



hey people.

its been a long day. and still is long. anyway. today was church. it was awesome. i really felt His presence strongly. it was amazing. it was like wow. you know? okay. anyways really, other than church, its been terrible. i kinda just did work and slaccked once in a while. anyways. got quite emotional at the start of the day but its ok. anyways its 3.09 a.m now. i just finished studying bio stuff. its been strenous.

i just felt really neglected. drugs cause you( in the long run) to neglect your families, friends and close people. but it seems like 1. either i'm on drugs or, 2. all my friends are on drugs. i dont know. seems like poeple dont naturally like me. hmmmms. why? am i too arrogant? i dont think so cuz i used to be worse. i dont think i'm THAT boring ok. everyone has their qualities as a person. maybe i dont mete everyone's expectations as a friend. i seem to be losing one friend after another. i get lied to. c'mon i wasnt born yesterday. i AM SENSETIVE and i can tell when you turn your back on me, dont act as if you really do care. cuz i know you dont so stop it. dont pretend. we knew each other for so long and if that means nothing to you, then just get lost cuz i dont need a fake friend. a friend is someone there for you who cares for you. and i dont see that coming.

i know he's better than anything. its been a blessing to have had me huh. hmmm. well i think he's a greater blessing. perhpas from God cuz everytime it seems to work out. but anyway. i just felt that i cant keep it locked up. i know things. perhas somethings that you dont know i know. its shcoking that you, of all people would commit such "slutty" things, but oh well i keep telling myself you're human. a friend i'll try to be, but just make sure you send the right signs. be clear in your decisions and actions dont be so indecisive. you're sending many people the wrong signs. you're making people fall for something you dont wana be. its dangerous. you'l find yourself in trouble in the end.

and for those who still care tonnes for me, if you have really shown it, i'd have noticed it, whether i've recognised it publically or not, i do know. thank you all this while. its ben great. i've been through so much these months and i dont know when this suffering will end. but i know that it will. i've made millions of wrong decisions. and i will emerge and learn from them and beat the odds, you'll see. and well to those friends who've strayed. if its possible, i really hope that a friendship can rekindle but if you detest me as it already is, then i've got no option but to hope that you do come back.

anyway. this is way too depressing. i'll end of here.
see you all!



hey people.

yesterday's been rather. stupid. went to town, met up with daryl and dominic. also met ashley. anyways. daryl, dom and i watched Blood Chocolate. its quite a good movie. i think its sinister in the fact that you dont feel satisfied after watching cuz it just didnt really overwhelm you. its like..light. you know? like PEPSI LITE? its like that. PLOT IS SO LIGHT. it doesnt exactly captivate you. anyways. i'd give it a 2.5 over 5. isnt that too bad but isnt that fantastic either.

Anyways i did some shopping and yeah. didnt get anything. did i amaze some people? well. okays. fine. but it ISNT the first time i havent bought anything when i go out OKAY! haha. well i did. A BOOK. Thomas Harris's newest book, Hannibal Rising. i intend to read that, then Hannibal, then Silence of the lambs then Red Dragon. but first i'll finish Eldest. i've not made progress this holiday cuz i've been slaccking most of the time as you'll find out the effects much later.

anyways. lotsa great movies coming out this year and some great books alright! of course i'm talking about J.K Rowling's books and the anticipated flim: Order of the Phoenix! anyways its due later this year. Also, on the list is Pirates of the carribiean 3 and Spiderman 3. awesome movies. oh did you know shrek 3 is coming out too? hmmmm. since when RIGHT? and.. Rush Hour 3 too! oh wow. there are like millions of movies with their third installments due this year. its gonna be a whack!

oh yeah. not that i wanted to remind myself, there is also something to NOT look forward to? its called the General Certificate Examinations - Ordinary Level (Nov) or well. in my case, OCTOBER..... -.- anyways i heard from someone that the news reported that our batch still has the double intake. i'm kinda...shocked? i dont know. i thought we had only a single intake? anyways they reported that the single intake will only take effect cum 2009! anyways. whatever it is, its still O LEVELS!

Church is later! and its gonna be awesome! haha. yes. i cant wait for Church! haha. anyways. before you start thinking i've lost my mind, let me tell you about my progress on homework:

1. i've got 15 things on my "to do list" before school re-opens
2. half of them i detest even looking at.
3. TODAY IS SATURDAY and i still have not got down to doing it.
4. i've run out of things to say.
5. oh its 12.39 a.m. not that it has anything to do with this but yeah. that was SUPER random.

sighs. i'm starting to feel a little tired. i've been digging old songs, listening to their lyrics closely. What's left of me by Nick lachey still captivates me. its such a beautiful song. and... amazingly, Evanescence's songs still are amazing. i was listening to My Immortal 2 days ago when i was having my dental and i started getting chills. it was super freaky. like it meant something else. i mean the song talks about this girl who lost her guy and all she has is a memory, and he'll alwyas just be...lets say a "spirit". but i looked at it from a different POV. and i thought. "omg. its literature" anyways. it really made me feel kinda...teary and all but thats alright. i went for dental. OH YES DENTAL!

okays. the SILLY IDIOTIC ORTHODONTIST! he is such a clumsy idiot! haha. he hurt my mouth THRICE! like once, when turning the lower bond, he like used that "two-pronged" thing and twisted my side of my lip i was like OW!!! and then another, he was removing the upper wire, he used that sharp thing and he like came down upon my lower lip and it made me JUMP IN MY CHAIR! like OMFG IT HURT! haha. anyways. i felt like my mouth was full of blood! arghs. anyways. he added 2 bonds to my molars, and he changed the bottom wire, and changed the rubber band stuff. its still transparentish as ever, thought it may look whitish-yellowish. yes.

anyways. i think i've rattled quite a fair bit and i'm really lasy to colour code those BOLD and IMPORTANT words haha. but anyways. I JSUT WANA THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS VISITED THIS STUPIDLY BORING BLOG THAT IS SO FULL OF SHIT. REALLY BEEN NICE TO THINK THAT YOU GUYS CAME AND CARED ABOUT ME! ((: OR WELL SO IT SEEMS....................... HAHA. ANYWAYS. THANK YOU EVERYONE AND DO TAG IF YOU COME SO I'D KNOW ((: AND YES. TRULY TOUCHED!

alrights. thats all
see you all!
much love



its been a terrible day. everything has gone wrong for me, life doesnt cease to get any better. sighs. tuitions, remedials, work just piling one by one. sometimes you wish you never had been born. have you ever shouted at your parents why they gave birth to you? yeah. doesnt that sound familir? have your parents ever scolded you for being so rude and you replied that you learnt it from them and you inhereited those genes from them? hmmms. sounds familiar. ok. i'm sidetrackking. its just been really sad and bad day. tomorrow's just gonna get worse. i just hope my dental doesnt go bad anyway that'll be a might saver. sighs. i havent actually finished much homework. my freaking laptop's spoilt. like sigh. i should just stop suffering. like when will it happen? sighs.

anyways. dont get worried. i'll be just fine. yeahs. i just need to get this bad mood blown over. should be alright in a day's time. yeahs. anyways. i hope i dont sound super emotional up there. made an effort not to. (: arrites. see you all. byes.



hey people.
trying to log into the silly browser: heymath. and it just cant work. the server's lagging really badly. anyways i think i'm just gonna skip it. no point in trying anyways. alrights. woke up really early today. woke up at 9.15 in ainticipation of the test but oh well. anyways. tuition was at 10.30 but its 10.49 now. i think i'm not going sighs. this is stressful! arghhhs. anyways. there's loads of work online to be done this "holiday" and yeahs.

using the new software by microsoft: vista. and well i think its a super sophisticated software, its really cool. but thank goodness there aint an viruses yet. haha. yeahs. anyways. last saturday, Sy Roger's testimony/speech was really intriuging. it made me wonder what am i really setting and putting first. like do i put God first? anyways. it was rather cool.

its approaching 11 and i cant log in still. oh well. never mind. anyhows. Nernia Pallot has some nice new songs. Learning to breathe. and one more. i cant remember. Omarion has a new single called Ice Box. i do kinda like it a bit. have you caught Jojo's new vid? and Diddy and Keyshia Cole's new video as well? you should quite cool. esp Jojo's its really nice. last night isnt much a nice song and vid. boring actually.

alrights. this week's gonna be stressful still. got tuitions packd fully and i need to go back to school!!! arghs. anyways. i'll end off here! and well wishing you the best in everything you do!

Regards
marc



hey people.

today's a monday! and its been a rather sad and depressing monday. let me bore you with what happened today and what has caused this terrible sadness.

firstly, my progress report. my L1R5 sucks. its like 23. -.- thanks lahs. sighs. i didnt expect my e math to drop from A1 to B3 cuz he didnt include one test. )): sighs. oh wells. cant do much anyways. secondly, toady's e math test was super hard. it was like WTH! i couldn't do like half the paper. sighs. i'm so in shit. and my day just got worse cuz there was lit and mr kung came in and teached some bullshit stuff. i was so deprived of basic joy. i was seriously dying there okay... like KILL ME.... and it didnt really get any better during geog with mrs tan droning away. like omg. the whole day turned out badly. and then i thought "what could get worse than this? nothing....." and to my HORROR it took a turn after lunch which i so happily had. it was bio group study and mr ma was killing us AGAIN. he nagged at us being late blah blah not doing this not doing that wasting time blah blah but wait. isnt he the one taking up the most time by nagging for 15 mins when he can teach using that "PRECIOUS TIME"?! i mean like mentally retarded? yeah.

school SERIOUSLY has been getting worse for me. especially when you have like nothing to really look forward to everyday. isnt that what sucidices feel? that they have nothing to look forward to? ahhs. dont worry. even if i jump down you'll just see me in hospital and admitted to IMH for being mentally retared by jumping from the 2nd storey attempting suicide. -.- sighs. anyways. geog students from GORUP C! remember that there is ppt preperation this thursday for fridays presentation! okays. and well. tomorrow's chem test. wednesday's english test. thursday and friday is FREE SO FAR.... yeahs. kill me if theres stuff on lahs. sighs.

anyways i got some cool songs here. some rather old to some people. Carrie Underwood's next single titled Wasted is an awesome song. its really melodious. she does many of those stuff. whats that called? interval things. yeahs. its sound like melodious! anyways. there's also Panic! at the disco's song which yes, has been around for a while already. its titled "Lying is the most fun a girl can have (without taking her clothes off)" super long song name but its good. the chorous that is. yeahs. also have a listen to Avril Lavigne's new track titled Girlfriend. these songs are on the IMEEM playlist. so just click them to play (: anywyas. i guess thats all for now.

aites. till i go crazy.
byes!
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