Sunday, March 25, 2007 ;
3/25/2007 01:04:00 AM
hey people.
didnt do well for my tests. i'm really hoping i dont get some kinda stupid talk from mrs toh. i would have already failed chinese and comb hummanes. i wonder how i'd fair in the tests next week. e and a math tests. sighs. anyways.
went to church. kinda....boring today. dont know why. anyways i missed school this morning. i dont know, other than the fact i overslept, i kinda had a already bad mood enough. anyways. i just didnt have a very good day. been rather mixed in my thinking and emotions.
met my parents at town and went for dinner at N.Y.D.C and then came back, caught barath online and kinda bitched to him about certain teachers. i mean. its fucking normal. anyways. yeah.
i've been very confused recently. wondered what i should do.i'm stuck. have you never noticed? its a trap you obliviously seta spell of your decieta work of your indecisivenessyour insensetivityi wonder day by day who you really aredisposing thoughts that are negativekeeping you in good lighthoping for a turnaroundbut cover-ups are all that seem to surfacelies, deciet, wrongful things.thats all i see.nothing more.maybe it just is what is left.nothing.maybe you're just empty.an empty vessel deceiving everyone.oh well. good luck then.farewell this vessel will not stayit shall sail and never come backand when it comes when you're sinking.just beg for forgiveness and maybe it would,come back. and save your from your self-doingotherwise it would just fly, away and never turn backa bid i wave, i greet a new age, a new life, a new dream, a new hope, a new - me
every life is a new experience
