Tuesday, January 16, 2007 ;
1/16/2007 07:45:00 PM
okays.
let me try to not let this sound so emo depressing and negative yeahs. but lets give it a shot.
these few days have been like one of the worst days in my whole year. i mean considering todays the 16th, its for the record, getting a terrible-day mark in your book. its like sucky lahs. hais. everythings not going well. depressing, saddening, stressful, irritating, tiring lahs. one night i slept for like 4 hours, another slept 2. last night slept at 1 am lahs. its terrible seriously. secondary 4 life sucks especially when you got your own problems in your life.
anyways. yesterday was kinda stupid. we had the normal, usual boring lessons and had a test. CHINESE test. trust me i think its better than the others but whether i'll still do well is out of the question. i hope wang ying doesnt kill me )): then my week would be spoilt even more. haiss. anyways after school we went for the stupid peer tutor thing. LUNCH WAS PROVIDED and it kinda was....yikes. terrible lets say? hmm yeah. anyways it was super boring. finished copying samantha's a math 1 and then went to the library to study with chicky and i did some english, literature(which i'm supposed to pass up today but i didnt) and then some geog. studied for today's test. it was rather broing a day seriously. oh and i got 16/30 for english compo. like wtf. sigh. how bad is compos now lahs!?
today. woke up on time, reached school amazingly, early. met dennis on the way, and then walked with him to school and to class. sat down and read. jo was on my right i think? anyways there was bio test and geog test today so i tried to revise my stupid tests. to no avail. it sucked. couldnt concentrate in the morning. felt kinda lost. i'm so sorry for those people who've noticed i'm a little mooodless sometimes. its like you know how sometimes people write compositions and say that the person falls into their own world, into another dimension, yeah. its like that. i just start stoning and get lost in my own thoughts. so yeahs. sorry if i look a little...dazed. unfazed. got some problems now. just trying to sink into reality. haha. anyways. after that wase math period, and mr chng
aurghs.... taught loci and then said it was easy and blahs. he's gonna scold me tomorrow because i didnt do the work as he wanted. but hais whatever lahs. the most important is i still did it right? so wth lahs.then ahiya.the whole day sucked lahs. then geog test was rather easy i hope? i hope i'll do well. bullshitted quite a lot.then after that was chem grp study. slacked and studied bio. then after grp study i went for bio test. got
fucking scolded by mr ma. wth lahs. ridiculous lahs. i mean its not like i WANTED to be a
motherfucking peer tutor in bio lahs. he said as a peer tutor dont do work is unaccepable. HELLO I DONT KNOW HOW TO DO OKAYS!? you cant scold a student for not KNOWING how to do. why not think to yourself if you've done a GOOD job in teaching your students well. maybe you'd be the smarter of the 2 if you did that.the bio test was really hard. i think i'll fail lahs.
hais. tomorrow is like Social Studies and A Math Permutations and Combinations test. its gonna be like what lahs. i can do P&C but i'm not always confident sometimes answers might be wrong den notice mistake. sighs. anyways i'm worried for the E Math Common Test lehhs. some people in other classes failed lahs. freaky k. esp is chng marked them. sighs. i'm so tired alreadys. 2 tests to study ahhs. ARGHS! anyways.
i guess its till here then
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