Wednesday, January 17, 2007 ;
1/17/2007 06:13:00 PM
the day kinda sucked....again. it was a horrendous day. it was monotonous and terribily boring. had SS test. quite ok i think, oh well its quite unpredictable actually. i mean social studies.. how you gonna know if you do well? anyways the topic is Housing and the question is about the policies like social cohesion. structured essay, 13 marks. so yeahs. then there was chinese. amazingly got 18/40. although still, didnt pass so who cares. and then it was P.E omg. i lost weight again. i think i'm gonna be underweight this year. yeahs. 175cm tall. hmmmms. didnt grow.. )): anyways.after that was P.D. mrs toh changed it to P&C test. it was kinda....tricky. i didnt know if it was correct. very worried. sighs.
anyhows. after that was bio. it was utterly boring. then afterwards, it was geog. mrs tan gave us homework again and yeahs. kill me too. then it was a math. mrs toh taught quotient rule. and 2 periods, we did 3 questions thats cuz it keeps getting harder. i'm gonna do badly lahs. hais. i really dont know how come dont understand lahs. its like
FUCKING hard lahs. anyways.
anyways. still being kinda moody recently. i dont know how long i'm gonna be until i turn happier. ahhs. anyways. i swear later i'll start telling you about sad situations. trust me i will. anyways tomorrow is gonna be hell of a bad day lahs. we had chemistry test and then after school i have the stupid chinese remedial/group study thing. kill me lahs. arghs. oh wells. anyways. then there's e math and a math. 4 periods of math.
HOW STUPIDLY FUN!!!! I CANT WAIT! like what the hell no. please lahs. i wana die already okays. sighs. kill me please!!! sec4 life is the worst thing to go through.
anyways. time for the sad part.
have you ever felt that you're losing the thing you treasure the most? hmmms. what do you do? do you let it slip away? of do you try to chase it? if it were a friend what would you do? if it was someone you detested what would you do? i mean. duh if you detest that person you dont treasure the person, but would u try to make friends again and give it another shot? do you believe in giving a second chance?if you do? how if after giving the second chance the person doesnt do anything? ever felt rejected? what did you do after that? just fegin ignorance? well this is quite needless to ask, but ever felt sad? like so sad that you could just cry out of nothing? have u cried so much that your eyes swelled the next day? ever cried so much until you feel dry of tears and your eyes hurt? well technically you dont cry nothing, cuz the action of crying means tears come out so yeahs. anyways.
i dont know. life can be so difficult. when you dont want something, that something actually needs you to want it the most. but when youm want it, that something might just not want you to anymore. its so irnoical. how 2 people who stick together for a long time can be the greatest of enemies. dont you think its logical? evading problems by running away is queer, really weird actually. but do you think its the best method to go through? is pain the only way to solve heartbreaking issues? isnt all these so difficult to answer? i mean like theres no correct nor wrong answer but dont you think its like painful to go through all these? would this affect you personally? i dont know. maybe some of you might actually have gone through at least one? but personally, going through all is hell. going through it either subsequently or concurrently. it sucks. really. its terrible. you just hope that the earth would crash on you and kill you instantly. its like your insides all crush and you feel so terrible. sigh. i dont know what i'm ranting. its full of shit. maybe sometimes we should all be more aware that things arent going right. maybe God should've made us animals that dont have such capability to think to such great extents. maybe we wont have so many problems in life. sighs. anyways i think i've crapped enough.
till here then
see ya'll
every life is a new experience
