Sunday, October 22, 2006 ;
10/22/2006 11:31:00 PM
you know how sometimes you feel as if you're the luckiest person in the world?then when u least expect it, you fall flat on your face? and you realise that you aren't the only one?
sometimes you feel s if you have got the ball in your court but in actual fact, its not?
seomtimes you feel that you're in control and you're the one but you arent?
sometimes you feel s if her words make you feel so loved, but they're just a deception?
sometimes you try your best to fight against your soul that tells you that she's cheating?
sometimes its so hard to even believe our lover?
sometimes sometimes sometimes i wish i was stupider so that i would keep thinking such negativity. sometimes i feel that my love is being challenged. if that is what it is maybe its better to not even try? sometimes you choose her over others and then you get the fruit of your labour? and that is getting hurt by her cuz there was a possibily that she loves someone else? i don't know. this just happens doesn't it?
signing off
every life is a new experience
