Monday, October 30, 2006 ;
10/30/2006 08:17:00 PM
ever felt like you were sad and your love makes it worse?
maybe thats how it was but i don't know maybe i was just fooled by my pride and maybe i was just so lost, so scared to think what would happen without her.
well, its been a BAD day i seem to be having worse and worse days recently more commonly, higher frequency sigh. i really don't know. is it my fault that she has so many problems? cant be right? then why can't they tell guys about their problems. ok not any o guy about it i know how seretive the matter can be. but its the person she loves and the person who loves her. why cant they share their problems? can it be only one way? or is there something wrong i don't know. being troubled happens only because you don't have the willpower to overcome the problem. if you share your problems with someone who understands you at least what's bothering you, then i mean there isn't much of a hassle anymore is there?
school was boring today. stepping ahead sigh. 9 more days. S.S project has been postponed till next week. so glad. at least i cant focus on my problems of a relationship if that's what you wana call it. its like a lie. its not real. just don't get it. talked over it countless of times, yet she's not bothered about it at all. is that weird or what. i don't know. i'm so confused. half the time i dont know what i've said. i cant even recall what i typed above. sighh. i'm so sorry people. just bear with me a little longer.
Anyways, An Inconvenient Truth is out, i think its an awesome movie!!! Geography students MUST watch this movie. It's about global warming and yes i think its worth that max 10 bucks u invest. Cassie has got really good songs. Go have a listen to Long Way To(or 2) Go by her. its an awesome track!!! and Justin Timberlake too, his latest hit, My Love.
anyhows, i'm having my dinner now. food really does help you forget about some of your problems especially if they're you favourite good which you juts wana gobble down.
anyhows
till here!
lovesss
every life is a new experience
