Monday, July 24, 2006 ;
7/24/2006 06:07:00 PM
hey people.
there are some new songs.
firstly wana let u see Jojo's new video for the song Too Little Too Late. She has an awesome voice. you just have to love her. so hot.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TlW2UFTj9A (Jojo)
and here is the link to the new song by Jessica Simpson, A Public Affair..seriously one of ther weirdest video's i've seen. really weird. haha.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TB1XJGDSLTE (Jessica S.)
yeah..lemme just write that whoever i have offended out there about my remarks and comments, i think that its just right for me to apologise for everything. i mean, i have stepped down from my position as a Head Prefect. I do regret a little and yet i don't fully regret. i couldn't take the pressure that everone kept adding onto me. the results of only me working is that i suffered in the mid years. i really don't know. i gave my all, yet some people in the board just don't see eye to eye. we don't understand each other. it is mean, but this is the world. if you think that i'm plotting and planning something. so i might be, its up to you to think. and thanks Ms B, i thank you for your support all this time. secretly visiting my blog sometimes and commenting on how i should behave in the 'public eye'. i mean i was the centre of attention for a few moments and it wasn't very attractive for me. it was tedious to keep up. i am to blame for the outcome. i did not try enough to show to my ex-co's that to be an ex-co is not simple. well. no one knows what i do until i dont do it. i'm just very happy that my journey has ended in sec3. it was never part of my dreams to step down. if given the chance to go back aand start afresh, i would because i feel that i should've worked more on those around me rather than on myself, although i am to thank myself for prospering my life to what i am today. it is sad to say this, but i feel that my ex-co's don't meet the cut. in fact i can't call them MY ex-co's anymore. its up to them and i wish the board and the ex-co's a pleasant time. you have killed my dream of being a head prefect from sec1. since i stepped into the board, since i saw all the previous head prefects function, it has certainly motivated me to do better in my everything, but maybe sometimes what i see is different from what the others see. it is really saddening. i am gravely repentant. but like i said, given another chance i would love to test myself again. currently, many people are quitting the board because they are firstly unhappy that i myself quit, secondly, they are unhappy with the teachers decisions and thirdly and perhaps lastly, they share the same feelings as me, the ex-co's are incompetent. well i wish them all the best then, lets not be "rivals" anymore. loved the journey, wana thank Mdm Sim for beliving in me from the start, and Toon Jin my buddy for training me, and Andre for guiding me throughout and the sec4 ex-co's particularly Rachel, Elisa, Jeng Ting, thanks so much for the fun we had. For Jenina, thanks also for being such a great person to work with. i'm sure you enjoyed it as i did. i'm really sad to disappoint all of you. and i am disappointed in myself as well, but i cant turn the clock back can i? like Ms B said, maybe i should've consulted her first. i was too rushed. i was too crazy to stop and think for a minute. but oh well, the past is the past. sigh. thank you to everyone else that has helped me through this and thank you year 1 and 2 prefects for giving me your support. Thank Georgina for your influence as a great leader. you have a bright future. sometimes people should just take my advice. it has been proved that my visions are not bad short-sighted afterall. I do not need to prove it to anyone. i just know that i am capable of spotting talent. besides, since i have so much talent, how is it possible for Ms Soon and Mr Chua to drop me? i mean, i wrote the letter as an indirect message to: PLEASE LOOK INTO YOUR PREFECT MATTERS MORE AND CONCENTRATE OF MY PROBLEMS and they did not even know that well enough and in fact they actually sacked me. so look at it this way, if i, the best leader to take over Jenina gets put down, then i guess the rest whom aren't so good also can get put down as normal students. i mean i dont know anything anymore. i dont wish to know it for a while. But to be clear, I WISH THE EX-CO'S A FAIR YEAR AHEAD IT WILL BE VERY TOUGH WITHOUT ME. especially Barath whom said that he can survive without me. i admit it, yes, you can survive without me, but 2 heads are better than one and since you got me out and since i can't co-operate with you, then i guess you're the only head to think in your own region. Good Luck people.
that was nice and long. anyways i wana say that my personal matters are mine alone to bother and solve, i do not wish for anyone to matter and bother about it unless you feel strongly that something is wrong, otherwise i'd be really nice now to tell you NOT TO MEDDLE IN MY PERSONAL LIFE. thank u so much people. some of you know what i mean, and some don't but its okay if u dont. its not that important i have just created a lot of unwanted attention. Anyhows, i shall end off here by saying happy MONDAY! never minds.
loves u all
marc
every life is a new experience
